real love

I never thought… I never really believed love… Real love could exist… Growing up… Love was an illusion… A false promise covering empty hearts and even emptier homes… Growing up… Love was just for show… A performance only meant to show off for others… Growing up… Love was silence and secrets and brokenness…. Growing up……

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worthy

I was broken… But I didn’t know it… He loved me until… The shattered pieces…. Started to heal…. Until… I believed I was worthy of love…. And I am thankful every day…

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i love you

I love you… And I don’t have to be afraid of what I feel…. I love you… And this emotion is more than promises…it’s real… I love you… And that’s all I have to say…. I love you… In every little and major kind of way….

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more

love is tears…. love is pain… love is trying again and again… even if it was all in vain… love is complicated… love isn’t machine operated… love is a smoke screen…here one minute and gone the next…. love is…not holding a mentality of everything you’re against… love is vulnerability… love is not always concerned with…

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why

fear a little… love a lot… decide who you are… and who you’re not… take a leap of faith and see where you land… don’t ever be afraid to believe in your own heart and take a stand… I loved you then…that wasn’t a lie… but every chance and opportunity passed us by…. and I…

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year after year

I don’t want to be like you…. Numb to all emotion… Detached and unfeeling… Cold and calculated… Every move is planned… Every step is practiced… I could never… I could never truly understand how… You could choose you over and over again… But then… I choose you over me again and again… That was my…

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world

I love you in another world… I wrap my thoughts and dreams in your arms to hold… And I can’t ever let you go… No..I can’t ever let you go…  

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