Loved

Counting the memories one by one, Collecting love & joy underneath the golden sun. & today I’m sitting with a grateful heart, the cool breeze across my face. Growing my own garden of beauty in this place. After the rain & tears, Love chases away the last of my fears. I am loved, & nothing…

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Fade Away

I fell in love with the fantasies in my head…they seemed at times more real to me than the presence of my own life. I knew every color, every shade, & every moment in them. Getting lost in my imagination & building a safe cocoon around my heart. But I realized today…my love for the…

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Love You

The kindness in your voice makes me smile. Your personality causes me to laugh & its been too long awhile. Your stories give me hope for beauty in this world. You encourage me to break the prison of society’s mold. Letters shared short & sweet, Love will be all that I keep. & I just…

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Idol

Decorate this world in intricate illusions…& a hypnotic pull to pretty things. We worship money, power, & the prestige of false queens & kings. Wrapped up & owned by material needs, chasing after an unfulfilling, unsatisfied  theology of greed. Temporary pleasures give you meaningless treasures. It’s easy to fool the mind, a disappearing act is…

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Deserved

Pride can be a painful vice…being blinded by it has an incredible exacting price. When I look at the past, I don’t even know the girl I used to be. I see underneath the layers, was a person who only wanted to break free. In my bitterness I once only thought of what I deserved…&…

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Reclaim

My heart tells me, it’s not safe to feel. Thoughts running through my mind now and then, catching feelings too conflicting to be surreal. Deep below the surface you left with me a dangerous fear of all men. Lose my breath & count to ten.. Let me try this again. I used to believe it…

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For the Ride

There’s certain places in my mind…I can’t bare to relive. There’s parts of myself I don’t know how to let go of or forgive. I look in the mirror & sometimes I just look the other way. Happiness always wants to come & go, I can’t force it to stay. But there’s a strength in…

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