steps

I needed you… Until I learned how to need me… But it was hard to let you go… When the memories were shattered glass within my skin… I’m still trying to find a way to move on… Still struggling with old shadows… But there are more good days than bad and that’s what matters… Focusing…

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should do

the more you cling to me…the more I wish to escape. you push me until I feel my own heart begin to break. but I won’t back down from what I need. you can’t imprison someone who knows the feeling of being freed. believe what you want to believe. maybe letting you go is what…

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peace

I won’t let you get to me…even when you cross the line. My tears reflect the truth, what you did was never just fine. I tell you stop…just stop so the pain will go away…. But you don’t care…you want what you want and to you that’s okay…. I can’t control what you do, but…

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my love and heart

I’m more than a to do list… But someone like you could never see. The priceless worth and true beauty inside of me. You act as if love was something you could buy. But with this mindset you’ll never be able to fly. Jewels lose their shine and superficial beauty fades… But love…. Love is…

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what love can do

you taught me how to love myself by showing me the consequences of hating myself… you taught me how to take care of myself by demonstrating how far neglect and abuse can damage a person…. for all the darkness, on the other end of it all…is love. the struggles and pain of life, no one…

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lose

with you…. I get a little obsessed… maybe it’s the words you say or the way you always dress… healing and letting go of you can leave me in such a tangled mess… even when I know in my heart it’s for the best… in my mind you fulfill a need, you keep alive elusive…

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I love you

I love you…. In a way you may never know… Because you are there for me…. You show up… Again…. And again…. Vows of commitment and love. You say you love me… You stay until I believe you care… In every way… You were the man my father never was…. You saw my beauty…. My…

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