lose

with you…. I get a little obsessed… maybe it’s the words you say or the way you always dress… healing and letting go of you can leave me in such a tangled mess… even when I know in my heart it’s for the best… in my mind you fulfill a need, you keep alive elusive…

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I love you

I love you…. In a way you may never know… Because you are there for me…. You show up… Again…. And again…. Vows of commitment and love. You say you love me… You stay until I believe you care… In every way… You were the man my father never was…. You saw my beauty…. My…

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selfish

I wasn’t selfish in the way I loved you… I wasn’t selfish in the way I loved you… I gave up everything for you…. My life… My self…. My joy…. My happiness…. My peace…. Because I loved you…. You were everything to me. Everything. And when I lost you…. I wasn’t okay. I wasn’t okay.…

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own way

say goodbye to you…. to say hello to me… my heart and mind were created… beautifully…. and sometimes the worth and love you desire desperately…. is the one you fail to give yourself day by day… me and my love… we imagined our own special way.

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never see

you’re beautiful….but he will never appreciate you. you’re worthy of love…but he will never believe in you. you’re priceless…but he will never truly value you. you’re everything you need to be… why waste a second on someone who could never even see.

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for myself

I loved my father…. And it hurt me to lose him. Something like that can’t help but to change you. I can forgive the person he was. I can let go of what happened. Every choice I make for me grows the love I have for myself. Every step I take is for myself. it…

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win

fear tells you… to believe everything. love says… appreciate and marvel at the light you alone bring. fear whispers… you’re never good enough so why even try. love comforts you… when all you can do is break down completely and uncontrollably cry. fear lies… telling you to give in. love stays in peace… knowing fear…

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