Missed

I planned for every moment… Wrote endless strategies… A perfectionist to say the least. But every moment was fixed. Every second was timed. Pressures and stress lined every breath. I couldn’t bare the thought of being hurt again. So I planned and planned… Worry was my ally. Fear was my motivation. Love was…a fantasy. But…

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what you do…

It’s insane how I chased after you. To yourself…always be true. You knew exactly how to bring out the worst in me. But when it came to you…innocence and love was all I could see. I’m a fool…I should have known better. Still remember those days we wore each other’s clothes and traded sweaters. Back…

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When I Believe

I tell myself my dreams are impossible…but maybe that isn’t true. Self doubt and insecurities used to follow everything I do. But today… I just want to believe anything is possible when I believe. It’s true…when we create our own reality. I once waited on a miracle… But now I know… It’s up to me.

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A little more of love

Let me count the love you give me… Every teardrop still upon my pillow. It’s possible to love someone… And despise them all the same. My thoughts are tidal waves and sometimes I don’t know where they will land. One day I’m on top of the world… The next all I want to do is…

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Held Me

It’s a different mindset when I’m all alone. My voice now taking a softer, more kind temperament and tone. I’m like any other, carrying both my scars and memories. To be perfectly honest, I’m ashamed of those nights where I cared for a little too much Hennessy. I didn’t have a problem until I did…escaping…

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All Fade Away

Life wasn’t what I planned for it to be, so I had to let go repeatedly. Sometimes the tighter we hold onto our dreams, the more confined the fantasy. We all want some form of security, but there’s a point where you do so much to control you lose sight of more beautiful possibilities. A…

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All I Can Give

Focus on what you want for your life, don’t waste your time away. Would it really matter to you, if this was your final day? Wear a real smile, cry when you feel sad. The love in my life beyond measure is the best I ever had. I’ll build my life on the foundation of…

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