sold myself for far lower than I was worth every single day…. allowed myself to be treated in cold and desperate kinds of ways… sitting pretty and told I had nothing valuable to even say…. but the more I poured love into myself I saw the truth shining through… there’s nothing you will ever need….…

used to believe being happy wasn’t safe… but in your arms my heart found a more beautiful place… and I fall in love with you every day… sometimes trust without fear is the only way…

Forgiveness is more important than being right…. Being kind is better than always having the last word…. Letting go is needed to find true happiness…. Loving yourself for all that you are….is real love…. Cherishing someone is knowing they could never be replaced in your life…. Connection is laying down your defenses and being brave…

You can hold onto love…or your ego… But sometimes…. You just have to let it all go…. Trust in love… Trust love will always find a way…. I used to put my faith in things you could buy with a price tag…. Those who are empty inside have a need to loudly brag…. But we…

good bye to fairy tales and dark day dreams… good bye to playing a role scripted and rehearsed…. good bye to all the lies and smoke screens… good bye to the memories and tears… good bye to my yesterdays and the prison of those childhood years…

in this world you created… you’re the white knight… a perfect hero… and I’m always in need of…. your rescue… it’s a simple fairy tale… playing around and around in your mind… you convinced me I was safe… but all my love and hopes… were blind….  

for so long I didn’t know why I wasn’t happy…. you made me believe it was all because of the love and life within me…. and I can’t do this anymore…. you made my life worse, not better I’m sure… all the stress, all the anxiety, all the panic in my heart… but rest assured…

when I was there…. in the past…. I wasn’t a whole person…. a shell of myself…. broken and alone… but he taught me… it’s okay to be yourself in this world…. because being half of a person…. will never feel like enough…. I want to be… a whole person…. who can love myself completely…. because…

The pain and tears… The adrenaline and intensity… May always be addicting… But the difference is… My past is not longer in control of the life I am… Now living… There’s more to your days than just existing…. And I’m human too…. I lived for a very long time, with no choice but to let…

I admire the way you speak up… I love that you do what you can to help others… What you do, it’s more than enough… And I’m thankful for all the ways you create life and love in this world… Knowing you…lets my heart feel less alone and less cold… There’s beauty and courage in…