never real

you break all my hopes with a single act. the way you argue with me…it’s like you already know all the conclusions and facts. but I tire of the way you blame me for… everything. and I lose heart when you tell me it’s better if I don’t sing… you clipped my fragile wings. loving…

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Shaded Color

Jealousy isn’t a pretty shade of color… Cherish who and what you have like no other. I’ve been on the other side of it all. I know what it’s like to be the one you let fall. Would never want to be the reason for your troubles. We all have our own vices and personal…

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sick

it makes me sick.. the way i once felt “lucky” to be loved by you… when all your love was poison. killing me slowly. vivid shades of darkness in your eyes. the denial was ten feet deep. to you i was merely a possessive to keep. but i kept wanting your love, no matter what…

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never knew you

It hurts me to see your face in photographs… But I guess it’s a love hate relationship when you are the one to fill these paragraphs. Tell me if any of it was ever real… When my love was foolishly yours to steal. I see you through a filtered lens. Every word you say was…

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Bare

I wanted you there… The anger and pain is too much to bare. But letting you have the power to hurt me further…is a choice I don’t have to make. Sometimes we let people in and I know now it was a mistake. There’s a difference between being guarded and being heartless. Not saying my…

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Doors

Your words cut into me… But you say them so easily. It tears upon my heart and soul. The memories I have of you only leave a hole. I hate myself for opening the door for you. You have no idea what you put me through. Best friends… This connection has reached its final end.…

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Your Own Voice

He left me with the worst pain of my life… Stabbed me over and over, then twisted and turned the knife. And if I gave him my power…I would still be in his nightmares. But love was never a part of the facade he wears. I have scars, running far and deep within. It doesn’t…

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