more kind

Had another trigger today…. Wasn’t even thinking of you and then my focus went away…. Moments still push and pull upon my healing heart…. Even when I try to make a better life and new start…. I guess I have to take my time to feel the pain…. Maybe I’ll never forget you and trying…

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love me

he didn’t love me…. he didn’t accept me…. he didn’t see me… and it hurts me to this day… because every time someone tries to love me…. I don’t believe it… when love for so long felt like a lie…. one of false promises and deceptions…. I was lost in a world of pain…. and…

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letting go

I was too busy blaming you… Never saw my fingers wrapping around my own pain too tightly…. Because as much as I hate to admit it… I was the one clinging onto the tears, too afraid to let them go… And you can’t forgive someone and hate them at the same time… So I guess……

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faded

living well, they say it’s the best revenge… in the eye of the beholder, I guess it all depends… and your love once left me jaded… but the scars and tears have long faded…

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As I Meet Mine

I became used to being in his fairy tale… I wore his lies blindly and proudly… Until… I saw the fear in them… There’s stories and stories in his eyes… But in every one of them… He’s the hero… He needs to be… Because if he could see who he truly was… And what’s he’s…

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care

his eyes linger a little too long… she’ll put up a good fight but they both know he’s just too strong…. and society never taught him to have restraint… and no one will listen to her pleading and begging complaints…. it’s a double standard because someone intentionally designed it that way… they love to blame…

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worse

I’m tired of arguing my case….every word falls on deaf ears. But you’re used to me being this way after so many years. As you tear down my defenses… Your kind of “love” is getting expensive…. I tell you stop and you don’t comply… I tell you no more and you think what I want…

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