bad dreams

I keep hearing him leave… And I wish it was just the traces of a bad dream… I lose myself in what used to be… But nothing and no one can replace him in my memories… And I keep telling myself what’s meant to be.. Will be…

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want

pretty girls… perfect delicate curls… I got used to being played for so long… when you’re always playing mind games… they no longer feel wrong… but I’m not the past I lived through… fear doesn’t fill every cup I pour into… we are fated to live the lives we tie ourselves to… I see the…

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sacrifice

tell me how much you love me… as I erase every part of me… tell me how much you need me…. as I hide my pain in perfected smiles… tell me how much…. stay close enough…. but too far away to touch… let me give everything away for you… let me lose myself for you……

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love me

I grew up… Believing a beautiful lie… That if I just did this… If I was the person he wanted… He would love me… I longed to be worthy of love… When in reality… His arms would never keep me safe…. His eyes would never hold love for me… His smile would never comfort me……

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real

give me something real…. don’t ever tell me what I need to feel…. hold me close and never push me away… stand beside me in the dark times and unforgettable days… love me for who I am and nothing more… let me look deeply in your eyes and know we’re both sure….

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one love

there’s no other love story… I want to live in… there’s no other… who has your heart within… and I lost you…. to find you once again…. and I didn’t cherish you the way I should have… and I didn’t… I didn’t..

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dreaming

dreaming of you…. of the way I wish you would hold me tonight…. I’ve thought of a million ways… but you always seem to disappear from my sight…. a fading memory of the times we once had so long ago… what you meant to me… you will never truly know…

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crazy love

look in your eyes…. and it’s like you see through my guards and created disguises… I waited forever for someone like you… this life isn’t any easy for those hearts who are true… and I search for you where ever I am tonight… there’s only one who will kiss me and make it all alright……

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dare

dare to kiss your scars…. dare to fully embrace the place and person you are… dare to let go of your chains and your past… dare to accept your mistakes and put down all the fabricated masks… because all of what you fear is merely a lie…. you always had it all along…. everything you…

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