just be

I can’t know the future ahead… but I know the love and kindness I keep within my own bed… and I know the one in my heart… sometimes the past has to fall completely apart… so a new beginning can take place… let everyone else do what they must…you’re not here to run in their…

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real

reactions play out so naturally crossing boundaries too casually… but repeating old habits and stories built beautiful prisons… sometimes you have to abandon what you’ve been taught and create your own definitions… my parents did what they could… but my story isn’t filled with their unfulfilled shoulds… they had their own love story…but I want…

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Prove

my father left us… for another women…. broken families and shattered homes… I sit with the regret of ever chasing a married man… I guess in my heart I was trying to prove… there was something in me worth staying for… he left a thousand times before… he finally didn’t come home… I won’t walk…

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Fly

Take a deep breath… Wonder of the world around you… There’s always beauty to be found… Now I see only my own… Fears and worries kept me on the ground… But years of darkness were shattered by love… Sometimes you have to lose yourself completely… To finally be found… And I’m thankful for all the…

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stay

I don’t need money…it won’t fill my heart… I don’t need more promises…it won’t give me a new start… Love can make you fly and leave you broken apart… But I wouldn’t trade a single moment of it all… Because you can’t have dreams without the risk of a fall… I would bet it all…

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Left You

Left you in a dark place because it would kill me to stay… I called out your name…but you left and went your way… Still I repeat in my heart every single word you say… I can’t look at you without hearing echoes of her… All our memories and time together lost…no use going back…

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new places

Closed my eyes…. Felt every needle point of the seamless lies… Held you in my heart until I shattered completely… Stood right there in front of you and it was like you couldn’t ever see…. And at the end of the day I still….wonder if there was something wrong with me… Blame myself for all…

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Letting Go

I don’t want to hold onto you anymore… Regret and fear….are nothing to live for… You found me in a broken place… But love saved me with effortless grace… And I fall only to fly…. There’s loss and beauty in the way she cries… No matter where you are… I hope happiness and love are…

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Dreams

Meet you halfway in between dreams and reality… But in the times I count your heart beats I know repeating the past won’t set me free… And I made my share of mistakes… I grew up learning love was just another act to fake… But I’m tired of playing this role… The lies and secrets…they…

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illusions

fear has only breathtaking dark illusions… powerful deceptions meant to trap and allure… creating a place of smoke and mirrors…. where the lines between what’s real and fantasy endlessly twist, transform, and blur… you had my mind but never my heart… love finds a way… even when there are infinite worlds apart…. close my eyes…

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