you matter

I never wanted to go back to that place ever again… The place where he broke me so many times… Where even the smallest slight…the tiniest of words could just completely shatter me… I didn’t ask to be treated this way… I didn’t sign up to be torn down with every possible method… There was…

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okay

I’m speechless… Don’t even know what to say… To see someone break… I don’t even… It’s difficult to watch… I can’t help but be affected… Never what I could ever imagine…. Not close to what I expected… I just hope you’re okay… Wishing you peace and love and healing each and every day…

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choose

you’re not enough… you’re a little fucked up… you’re worthless… you’re no good… you never do and act as you need to and should… well… I guess that’s your reality… but I’m not going to fight you to be me… and I’m not going to prove anything to you either… they all turned away and…

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too much

you’re a little too loud honey… good let me turn it up… you’re a little too selfish baby… perfect, let me fill my own cup… you’re a little… no I’m not… what you say I am and even so it doesn’t matter… you’re not the one I need to please, pacify, or flatter… my voice…

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playing pretend

innocence wasn’t meant to last… falling a little too far and fast… close my eyes but never my heart… fully conscious every time you tore it all apart… but I’ll thank you in the end… when your fears introduced me to a way to stop… playing pretend….

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my name

he was a fucked up person… and he fucked me up too… but the past doesn’t determine your future… you have the right to choose… if you are more than your pain… after all the storms and trauma… you have sunshine with the rain… it’s painful and beautiful all the same… love was always written…

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true

I’m going to say what you don’t want to hear…. I’m going to tell you how it truly is when reality is what you fear… But I’m not going to apologize for being me… I’m not going to let you be the lens through which I always see… It’s too exhausting to play a part…

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Real Butterfly

No more fucking apologies…. Once caged by my past and then I set my own self free… No more hiding who I am now when I have nothing left to fear…. Turned the dark days completely around and have beauty in place of all my tears… Won’t let anyone silence my words and control how……

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