Give

Time is passing… I have to find a way to cherish these moments, instead of thinking of not having… No one knows how many days we have left to live… I want to live a life where I have love and kindness to give….    

Read More

fly free

a person isn’t a product you can buy and replace… memories, despite all your efforts…are difficult to erase… people act in fear and call it love when they can’t face reality… but hiding in pain and denial…you’ll never fly free…  

Read More

feel

his hate for me shined like black diamonds in his eyes… but to tell you the truth he hated himself more…but his heart knew only lies… I spent a lot of time in a prison no one else could see… and for even longer I believed he would be the one I needed to free……

Read More

be

underneath layers…. we are more alike than different in our fears, desires, hopes, motivations… compassion, love, kindness…at times requires no explanations… simple acts and words can make all the difference… all too often we lose and miss our own hopes and innocence…. life never promised anything with certain guarantees… sometimes you just have to let…

Read More

minutes

need a minute…. a second just to breathe… because everything you tell me… shattered my notions of reality… and I struggle to admit when I’m wrong… the person I thought you were…wasn’t true all along… it’s easier to put you in a box…as if that’s all of who you are… but the complicated nature and…

Read More

you matter

I never wanted to go back to that place ever again… The place where he broke me so many times… Where even the smallest slight…the tiniest of words could just completely shatter me… I didn’t ask to be treated this way… I didn’t sign up to be torn down with every possible method… There was…

Read More

okay

I’m speechless… Don’t even know what to say… To see someone break… I don’t even… It’s difficult to watch… I can’t help but be affected… Never what I could ever imagine…. Not close to what I expected… I just hope you’re okay… Wishing you peace and love and healing each and every day…

Read More

choose

you’re not enough… you’re a little fucked up… you’re worthless… you’re no good… you never do and act as you need to and should… well… I guess that’s your reality… but I’m not going to fight you to be me… and I’m not going to prove anything to you either… they all turned away and…

Read More

too much

you’re a little too loud honey… good let me turn it up… you’re a little too selfish baby… perfect, let me fill my own cup… you’re a little… no I’m not… what you say I am and even so it doesn’t matter… you’re not the one I need to please, pacify, or flatter… my voice…

Read More

playing pretend

innocence wasn’t meant to last… falling a little too far and fast… close my eyes but never my heart… fully conscious every time you tore it all apart… but I’ll thank you in the end… when your fears introduced me to a way to stop… playing pretend….

Read More