free

I love you in sunshine and rain… You stand beside me through the happiness and the pain… Every word wraps me safely in a warm and loving home… With you I never feel empty or alone… No one ever said we were perfect but that’s the beauty… You taught me how love could heal and…

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ever

How could I believe in a dream that was never real… How could I love in a place… But you never had any feelings to feel… Sweetness in sorrow… Sorrow in sweetness… But I didn’t want to let you go… The tragedy in our story… Is.. The pages you’ll never read… And the love I…

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these shores

he was a boy masquerading as a man… but his heart was made of cardboard… the surface shined like no other… but there was only emptiness underneath… and I loved him… until the day… he shattered my innocence away… I don’t glorify his memories anymore… and I know now to walk away and close the…

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place of love

I was born into fear… I carried it year after year… Life and love… Was a world away… And somewhere along my path…. I convinced myself it would never stop long enough to ever stay… But I’ve fallen in love with the person I long abandoned… Here in my own heart… He taught me how…

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once again

I’m not afraid to die… But I never knew… I was afraid to live… Afraid of love… Every action and choice I made… Was out of my own fears… To stay in a place of slow eventual death… Self destructive in a romantic way… But I never knew… It would all change when I found…

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kaleidoscope of memories

maybe… what we had wasn’t like the movies… instead it was… imperfectly flawed. messy. confusing. raw. broken. my mind now sees a more realistic portrait of the past. one no longer colored in the extreme… or tainted by the pain. it was what it was… I see every shade of emotion in flashes across your…

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shine the brightest

when you’re hurting your world becomes smaller and smaller every moment… until every word and every thought is a strategic move against you… your mind paints beautiful false illusions… twisting and turning the reality around you… until you believe the lies… everyone is out to harm you… everything is an adversary… walls wired with defenses…

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