good guy

violence in your eyes… gets to me every time. when you convince me this is love again. extremes and intensity in the moments i remember when… you were playing the “good” guy in my life. it kills me knowing what you did to us and to your own wife. i couldn’t walk away then, no…

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Begin to Grow

Every time I think of him… I can only remember the ways he hurt me. In my own field of vision…the pain is all I can see. I guess we all have blindspots of our own to evaluate. Took me a while to trade in all my tears and remaining hate. The truth is I…

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Reach You

Words never reach you… You’re in a world far from this one. No matter what I say, You don’t see my pain. You don’t see any of my pain. And I’m stopped trying to tell you… Of the love lost in forgotten moments. How can I regret what I never had… I never knew you.…

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Reflections

Different reflections, the light pouring in. The old me found every way to let fear win. Cold hands run over glass, my breath in clouds on the pane. When I first started this journey… Never knew it would leave me completely changed.

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