Commiserate

Never thought I could hate… I don’t want to see myself in this state. The shame, guilt, and pain you give me feels innate. But you have more than enough on your own plate. Sitting across from you, I don’t even know how to commiserate. The shadows you give me seem to consequently proliferate.  …

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In my Mind

Struggle against you… From the pull you have on me. These thoughts… They run around obsessively. Close the door, but I thought you wouldn’t let me go. Is there any love beneath the care you don’t show? And it’s better to leave than be…left behind. All my memories of you exist only in my mind.

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Want to Care

No more reality, my mind doesn’t want to care. When we went our separate ways, how did you inevitably fare? Write me another song and make it real. Falling in love with you…was never part of the deal. Why I care when you’re a world away. Pretend. Pretend to be indifferent with the words you…

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The way you did

I wish I could forget the person you once were… I long for the moment to come where I find a magical cure. Because the heartbreak is a lot to handle. I wanted you to love me, not put me on your mantle. People are more than…medals. You were no where to be seen once…

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My World

Tell me of your excuses, and I’ll take them all in. In the battles I had with you, was it worth it to win? No one said I was perfect but you could have been there. Whenever I get closer to you, my heart and mind begins to tear. You were my world. My world.…

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Shattered View

Hear your voice….like a forgotten love song. Sweet notes and a sense this could be wrong. Escape into another dream. Once upon a time…we were on the same team. But I don’t know where it all fell apart. I was trusting you and you were throwing poisoned darts. My weakness, you exploited as if it…

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