Whenever I Fall

Ask anyone…who I let go. I’ll end any relationship before you even know. Guarded hearts and minds. Sometimes you have to be cruel to be kind. But there’s a reason for it all. I learned the hard way, I had to be the one to catch myself whenever I fall.

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Mirror

You talk all confident but to me it’s nothing but talk. Don’t know if you can truly be enough to walk the walk. It’s too late and I said too much… There’s a good reason why we don’t stay in touch. We do what we do… Last words I ever said to you. And you’re…

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Promise it to be

Easy to say what you say to me. But it’s a whole new story when you promise it to be. I’m not scared of what lies ahead. No longer missing you when I’m fast asleep in my own bed. He was the one to give me love instead.  

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What I Said

Spin another line. Cut you out of my life but I’m doing just fine. You don’t respect me and I don’t know if you ever did. Think I’ll take a minute for myself off the grid. Fear was what he left me with. Don’t want to think of you when I plead the fifth. So…

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do without

One day you’re hot, the next day you’re cold. The constant back and worth is wearing old. Multiple personas and I can’t keep count. Cures and poisons only differ in dosage amounts. He said, she said, they both have different accounts. Addiction and toxicity I can do without. Tell a story, write a line. The…

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What to Say

You think you own me… When I don’t do what you say, your true self is what I see. Once a high commander in the military, You fell in love with authority, such a visionary. And every word is an order. Then you wonder how she has a disorder. Depression and anxiety are symptoms of…

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hold on to you

I tried for so long… To get over you. Forcing myself to forget the memories. But I never walked too far. You were my world and we have years in between. Maybe I’ll never get over how you left. Maybe these scars will always be there… I guess I have to stop telling myself you…

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Suffocated

Your hold on me is a little too much… You move forward and I back away from your touch. I don’t know why I feel so suffocated. Too many moments I shouldn’t have participated. Every time it feels like you just want to put me in a cage. And I can’t wait for you to…

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Parted Ways

I wrote you in every word, every line, and dream. But the illusions don’t shine nearly as brightly as they seem. I fell in love with the pain. All efforts to pull me away fell in vain. I only have myself to blame. But I don’t want to play any more games. This is my…

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