rest

it bothers me that I could love someone that hurt me…. as if there’s something wrong with me…. but I never knew it was pain… when it was mixed with toxic love…. I feel guilty for caring for you… ashamed as you throw me away… I feel even worse that I saw for a time…

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live

I’m a little jaded… A little hurt…. I hide my feelings behind thin walls…. And there’s no pretending my past doesn’t carry its share of dirt… But I won’t come when you call… No I won’t beg upon my knees… Even when the desperation in your voice says please… Love is complex… But I’m not…

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