Said & Done

You need to be needed, & so do I. We both keep looking forward, not willing to face the truth we continually deny. It’s a mutual dependent relationship, we don’t know how to live any other way. Layers & layers of conflicting messages beneath the words we never say. A protector & a child, a…

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Humanity

We selflessly give, then selfishly take. We find difficult lessons in our own mistakes. I learned from the darkness given to me. No matter how I feel, there’s no one I wish to be unfree. Sometimes on the path to being right, we lose our humanity. You hurt me, I hurt you but we don’t…

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I don’t know you.

I ate denial & swallowed the truth to learn… Your intention behind what you give, you receive twice in return. I loved you, I hated you, freely giving you absolute power over me. Consumed in fear & pain, walking a long, dark path of jealousy. It takes valuable energy, time, & attention to love someone,…

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Never Existed

I draw a line, Then I retrace my broken boundaries a thousand more times… How did you become a complete stranger to me? Caught up on the pain you left me with, but every day in life isn’t guaranteed. Letting go was never meant to be easy, I’m still slowly sipping my own accountability &…

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Beauty & Care

My heart was once consumed in slating defenses, But sometimes when you heal you build bridges in place of fences. Looking back at old photographs I see a piece of my dad & mom in me, Year after year, I look at myself in the mirror and decide who I’m going to be. If I’m…

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Eyes of Fire

It’s true, I can no longer touch the past. Fight a memory to make the feelings last. Every now & then the bitterness comes back in a rage. The difference now is I know giving into it only keeps me in a cage. Despite it all, the wounds & weapons fade with humility & age.…

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Fly Higher

My mind never imagined life outside of you until today… There was always doubt playing upon my insecurities, convincing me I couldn’t find a way. Fear desires to be comfortable, but courage won’t allow it to stay. It took me a while, my heart finally knowing I’ll be okay. I needed you to love me…because…

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