Good Enough…for you.

I’m holding back tears…wondering why I could never be good enough for you. It hurts me to know I wasn’t worth fighting for, loving, leaving me in every thing you do. I try to move on knowing you don’t care, even growing up it was like you never were truly there. I fell a thousand…

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Won

I loved you…but it came with self sabotage & emotional neglect. I didn’t understand the warning labels, loss of identity, depression, stolen confidence, a few of the lingering side effects. Forgiveness is the only cure for the pain & it’s time I let go of what is long gone. After I left home, I learned…

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})({ Set Free

You taught me love will never be free… You taught me how to hate the most beautiful parts of me… You taught me love always comes with a price to pay… You taught me how to give up all I am so you could have your way… And I have to unlearn those lessons &…

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Define

Feels like….day one you had my life perfectly aligned to your own plan. You were all powerful & practical, still no one can play pawns the way you can. Fight to love, falling in love with a fight. Hurt me once, imprison me twice, but something in your eyes doesn’t sit with me quite right.…

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Perfect Facade

Wear a thousand masks…one for every shifting color of the day. But will they ever be enough for anyone to forever stay? Endless games with everything to lose, will you be who they want or will you create a life where you are free to choose? Trapped in smoke & mirrors, fear telling you to…

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My Way

Born into a world of invincible highs & impossible lows, distance & time now allowing my heart beats & state of panic to finally slow. The hardest part is truly letting go, still I have all the love in the world for you – I hope somewhere, somehow you know. But I had to leave…

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Love & Choices

Cut me deeply with your words once more as I scream insults to set you off in a rage. Passionately filled with hate I crawl back every time, unwilling to turn the final page. We go back and forth, back and forth in this endless, cruel game. I can’t give up hope the outcome will…

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