Box of Fantasy

Count my flaws with my beauty, blending together perfectly. I painted you in a golden box filled with my childhood fantasies. Dark eyes & a dangerous allure, Illusions shift and change as mentalities mature. I close the door, lose the key. An end to past paper thin fantasy. The more I grow to know me,…

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Twisted Love

My heart still stalls in small mistakes, If I’m not perfect, all the illusions you taught me to wear crack & break. You praise & reward me every time, you love the way I bow & live to obey. But if I turn to leave, you plead desperately & beg me to please stay. Love…

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Slay

A life of fear was never made for me, You once controlled my mind & molded me in who to be. You say what you have to say, To my true self I’ll never betray. Fairy tales & heroes of my childhood a little too clichĂ©. Forgiveness in confessions & I’ve accepted the life I’ve…

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Keep my Dream

Is it all just a dream… Star struck images & an impossible fantasy. Part of me wonders if it’s worth believing. Difficult to know what to let go of when you’re still grieving. & I don’t know what to do without the passion in my heart. If fear had its way, this dream would end…

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Leap of Faith

Stop. Pause. Breathe. Rest. Begin. Two selves, divided & at war. My true self knows love, my false self never stops wanting more. One resides in heaven, the other in a self created prison. Childhood started & society reinforced this lifelong division. One side knows truth, the other feeds on external validation & attention. Ego…

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Complete

Played your records my whole life but they never kept me warm at night. Falling through the darkness in your heart until I found myself for the first time. Sitting with true happiness after I stopped chasing revenge for cold crimes. Walked away to create my own place of peace. Said goodbye to the past…

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Fake Love

Adult world views, observe & analyze every experience my inner child went through. Clear eyes, no longer clouded in fear, rage, & blame. Three words & I’ll never again be the same. You are loved… You are loved. The cure to the poison I’ve been unknowingly fed since birth running through my own blood. Sitting…

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