Love You

The kindness in your voice makes me smile. Your personality causes me to laugh & its been too long awhile. Your stories give me hope for beauty in this world. You encourage me to break the prison of society’s mold. Letters shared short & sweet, Love will be all that I keep. & I just…

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My Narrative

A daily narrative subconsciously runs in the background of my mind… Every word & line tied to a memory, worthlessness in all the pathways I find. Powerless in ways, helpless most days. I failed for so long to re-write my past. You can only chase after a feeling for so long when it won’t last.…

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Get By Joy

Relapsed today but not in the conventional way… When my mind recalled the memories I fell into familiar cycles, Ate until I was sick to my stomach, heart rate slowed in my bed, elevated vitals. It’s not what I want or need, but addiction never takes heed. Cautionary tales, I know them all by name.…

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Worthless Without You

His words fall fatally from my lips in sharp edged accusations I aim & throw through golden flames to you. I’m fighting him in broken confessions & tired twisted impressions, & I still can’t see… my soul belonged to him since I was born. But the trust & beating hearts have been left tattered &…

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Leave & Love Yourself

Soft silk wings & gentle kisses. New dreams, my heart misses. Letting go a little more every day. Love creates life in a meaningful way. I speak now with my own voice, Every moment is my own choice. I can’t stop all the evil in the world. But I keep the fire in my heart…

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Glass Memories

I was thirteen…when I was killed, metaphorically. Do you think my heart could heal after what you did, rhetorically. Tiny shards of glass memories, broken & torn deep within my heart. Healing is a process but at times it feels as if the emotions tear my love apart. Sitting at the table, a school book…

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Happier

Drip. Drip. drip… Tear stained hazel eyes & rain drenched lullabies. Sip. Sip. sip… My lips taste a familiar sweet bitterness, As I wonder quietly of my own innocence. Shut the door behind me & keep my heart locked tight. Do everything to cut all remaining ties, darken the fading light. Click. Click. click… Along…

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