Define

Feels like….day one you had my life perfectly aligned to your own plan. You were all powerful & practical, still no one can play pawns the way you can. Fight to love, falling in love with a fight. Hurt me once, imprison me twice, but something in your eyes doesn’t sit with me quite right.…

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Perfect Facade

Wear a thousand masks…one for every shifting color of the day. But will they ever be enough for anyone to forever stay? Endless games with everything to lose, will you be who they want or will you create a life where you are free to choose? Trapped in smoke & mirrors, fear telling you to…

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My Way

Born into a world of invincible highs & impossible lows, distance & time now allowing my heart beats & state of panic to finally slow. The hardest part is truly letting go, still I have all the love in the world for you – I hope somewhere, somehow you know. But I had to leave…

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Love & Choices

Cut me deeply with your words once more as I scream insults to set you off in a rage. Passionately filled with hate I crawl back every time, unwilling to turn the final page. We go back and forth, back and forth in this endless, cruel game. I can’t give up hope the outcome will…

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Disappear

All roads leading back to you disappear wordlessly in the night… All memories I have of your violence fades behind me in broken, golden lined hearts. The darkness left me when I embraced all of my tears. You pinned these butterfly wings under threats & intimidation but I know your own truth. You never had…

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Flawless Masquerade

I wore a thousand ivory painted masks…& none of them fit ever so perfectly or completely right. Every time I saw the absence of love in your eyes I lost a little more of my own beautiful light. Bitterness once tasted sweet & I grew accustomed to the feelings of self defeat. Words fail in…

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Sweet Remedy

Every word is a loaded stainless steel gun aimed steadily at my unprotected open heart. Every act of “love” is another dark twisted remedy, lost in chaos & spiked adrenaline. Abusers never wish for you to be fully free. Your blacked out eyes & lethal rage still keeps my hand ever so close to silent…

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Fragile & Free

Mesmerized by impossible illusions, caught in a web of false promises along your star touched eyes, but my heart desired to be blinded by all the beautiful, fragile lies.  Hold me tightly to have me & I’ll forever erase the memories you caged me in with sweet, serenades of violence. Falling in love with fractured…

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A Little Feeling

Second thoughts & mirrored hearts, Close my eyes in sync with forgotten golden rays. Feelings catching in warm winds & softened souls. You…no longer have me intimidated in imprisoned ways. And you…allowed me to find the light within myself & the strength to know I would always be okay. Even the darkest of nightmares fade……

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Fly

The darkness pulls around me, leaving nothing untouched. Another time, a far away place… Storm clouds gathering overhead and a fluttering within my heart. He stole my voice and shattered my mind, I never thought I’d be the one…whispering thank you to the night. For every edge of black locked in empty eyes, love gave…

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