wish

wish I could be the one… to hold you close… just to tell you it’s all going to be okay…. wish I could kiss you softly… give you only joy and happiness for the rest of your days… but letting you go… is the way I can love you now and it’s enough…because I know……

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always

would have given you the world… you wouldn’t even have to ask… because I loved you completely… without all the glamour and curated mask… there’s only love in my heart for you and there always will be…. losing you… in those moments everything fell away so I could truly see… the love and kindness you’ve…

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fly away

sometimes an act of love is truly letting go… when it becomes too painful to keep holding on… when you can no longer help the one you love the most… when you are doing more harm than healing…. sometimes walking away shows how much you love them… trusting they will find their own way…. allowing…

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love is

Love isn’t love unless… It’s given freely…. When it fills every space and distance in between…. Love isn’t love unless… It’s given willingly…. When you give someone the choice to choose you… And if they don’t you still let them fly free… Love is a choice… It’s never coercion… Love is accepting and embracing someone…

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free

you’re like a perfect fantasy in my mind… but when I see the reality…emptiness is all I can ever find… because running away to escape yourself never works out the way you plan… I wish I could go back to the place where all this pain and regret first began… life lessons we have to…

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bare

you looked so good from far away… there was a part of me that longed for this fantasy to forever stay… never could see the consequences behind the promises in his eyes… the hardest truths to swallow are the ones you hide behind your own lies… gave my heart to more than one… but I…

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reflection

I let this fantasy fill the spaces between me and you… Because in my head it wasn’t dangerous… It could do no harm… Never become real… But there’s more in the details… I used my parents’ model of marriage for us… In their life was an ocean of distance in between…. Silent emotions and rejected…

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wish

I’ll always love him… No matter if we’re together or not… In my heart… I know something…broke him… Because he’s no longer the man I fell in love with… I pray for him to find the courage and strength to love himself… To fully heal… To return to a place of real love and happiness……

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last

I don’t want to hate you… Hate only leads you into a bitter place… But I no longer see any love left in the lines across your face… A lifetime of memories broken in an hour… I never knew I could feel so helpless…without any power… Because I can’t change this… I hate how I’m…

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hate and love

sometimes I hate you as much as I love you… the beautiful memories blurred with everything you put me through… being angry is easier than facing the pain inside my heart… then there’s a side of me only wanting to let go and walk towards a new start… I try to find meaning but your…

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