pure lies

I wish I could have hated you longer…. Lost sight of myself in your humanity…. And even in the dark I forgot his fragile vulnerability…. Because sometimes it’s easier to see a monster…. Than a real person in front of your eyes…. There was a point back then I lost sight of what was truth…

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priceless

took a long look at the life behind me… for a long time all I could think about was the pain…. the tear stained memories…. but now… when I think of those times… all I can think about… is how thankful I am to be here… those dark times… they made me appreciate the good……

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free

Days go by…. Love finds a way to fly….. And even though I know I’m not perfect… There’s no one else I’d rather be…. Because the more I fall in love with me…. The higher I feel… With the feeling of being free…

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show

I grew up in a war zone… Emotional battles and psychological games…. For a long time…. A normal life felt boring and too tame…. But the deeper I searched… And the further I traveled within…. I knew in my heart I was still fighting a battle…. My mind believed I couldn’t win…. The past is…

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life of love

the trauma changed my life…. took away any sense of safety and security…. left me in a confusing haze…. but the hard part of healing is realizing…. I never felt safe…. My life was a distorted, helpless maze…. But now everything is different…. Because I’m not a victim…. And I’m not afraid… Yes… He hurt…

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chaos

Every day I try to feel a little safer… A little happier… And there are moments where…. It hits me in a sudden, beautiful way…. Every breath… Every step… I could never take for granted…. Even in the middle of a chaotic storm…. There’s love to be found… There’s compassion to be held… There’s kindness…

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more than enough

I push you away…. Then ask you to please stay… I tell you I don’t need you… Then I reach out in everything I do…. The way I grew up… I was always empty, filling and pouring myself into other peoples’ cups… The trauma doesn’t leave right away… At times you do what you can…

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