Securities

I used to be… A prisoner of my own insecurities… Constantly locked in a game of comparisons and emotional immaturities… All the while never seeing in this way.. My heart could never be free…. And the greatest battle is within ourselves… Sometimes self acceptance and love is what we need to help… I couldn’t ever…

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Trust

Trust is a hard thing when my heart once was held hostage by you… But even when you tried to force it…you must have known the love you wanted to control wasn’t ever true… And in the end I still would be the one thanking you… Not mad I’m only humbled by everything I’ve ever…

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Kingdom

Wrapped in gold and pretty little things.. But even the finest kingdom holds an empty heart without wings… Cold smiles and hollow gestures of care… Once upon a time I only had walls and defenses to openly share… Love could be kind… Whatever you dream of may you one day find… You can’t make someone…

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control

it’s all an illusion… the idea of control… when all you want to do is protect yourself from the pain you can’t stand to feel… but every step and action builds a world that is concrete and unreal… you build walls instead of connections to those you love… every interaction becomes a power play of…

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Stories

Sipped enough of poison… Until it was all I knew… Counted all my enemies and trusted allies were so very few… But I wrote myself in stories where I needed a hero just like you… The longer I searched within myself…I couldn’t deny what I already knew… We play the home videos our parents and…

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Uncharted

Never been in this place before… Abandoning every false mask I ever wore… Uncharted waters and new shores… Authentic hearts and my true self I can no longer ignore… Love and kindness are worth it to live for…

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New

Old ways…are familiar and routine… But we erased and destroyed one another too completely… When all we ever wanted was to be loved, heard, and seen… And I know love was always there underneath the pain.. This endless cycle of violence and power…all seems to be in vain… Because my heart is tired of these…

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Calm

No more reactions spiked by fears… There’s only love in these wounds and these tears… If you listen long enough you’ll know only love is there… Somewhere in this journey we became cold enough not to care… But love is hard to kill… More dangerous than any pill…. Because love will change your life and…

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Panic

Couldn’t imagine my life without him…no I couldn’t even try… The panic and fear in my heart too intense to ever deny… Because all my worst fears came true not too long ago… But I promised this time not to fake any smiles and never again put on a show… Would give the world just…

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Letting Go

Sometimes we hold on tightly….to the things we can’t let go… And sometimes we hide deeper secrets and pain we hope no one will ever come to know… Sometimes we hurt those we love the most to run away from our own pain… And all the efforts we have to keep us safe…disappear in vain….…

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