Keep my Dream

Is it all just a dream… Star struck images & an impossible fantasy. Part of me wonders if it’s worth believing. Difficult to know what to let go of when you’re still grieving. & I don’t know what to do without the passion in my heart. If fear had its way, this dream would end…

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Leap of Faith

Stop. Pause. Breathe. Rest. Begin. Two selves, divided & at war. My true self knows love, my false self never stops wanting more. One resides in heaven, the other in a self created prison. Childhood started & society reinforced this lifelong division. One side knows truth, the other feeds on external validation & attention. Ego…

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Complete

Played your records my whole life but they never kept me warm at night. Falling through the darkness in your heart until I found myself for the first time. Sitting with true happiness after I stopped chasing revenge for cold crimes. Walked away to create my own place of peace. Said goodbye to the past…

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Fake Love

Adult world views, observe & analyze every experience my inner child went through. Clear eyes, no longer clouded in fear, rage, & blame. Three words & I’ll never again be the same. You are loved… You are loved. The cure to the poison I’ve been unknowingly fed since birth running through my own blood. Sitting…

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Loved

Counting the memories one by one, Collecting love & joy underneath the golden sun. & today I’m sitting with a grateful heart, the cool breeze across my face. Growing my own garden of beauty in this place. After the rain & tears, Love chases away the last of my fears. I am loved, & nothing…

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Acceptance

Give me a palace & a plan but it won’t fill my heart with happiness. Caught up in “ifs” & “thens” until the day light breaks… If I could only…. If I just had… Then I’d be happy…then I’d be alright… Before inner change can happen, I ask myself what do I invite Into my…

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White Boxes

Your dark eyes only see through a lens of infinite, unbreakable glass boxes. My fingertips lightly trace the smooth mirrors of every little box. My hazel eyes follow the intricate, masterful architectural design. Impossibly perfect in glacial, calculated measurements. Precise to the millimeter. The surface unnervingly immaculate, & the empty air within each one crystal…

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