Always hurt

I could stay mad at you forever… The pain like needles pressing into my heart. But it will never bring me peace. Maybe it will always hurt… Turning my pain into a choice. I could stay in my own prison, Or let you go. I gave my past all the power. It’s time to take…

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A little innocence

Growing up…you lose a little innocence. Try as I can, the memories we have don’t make any sense. Because I hate you… And I love you… Sometimes I don’t feel anything towards you at all. Nothing at all. There you are… Standing so tall. And I can’t find the strength to keep up appearances, Whenever…

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Take the Lead

Even when I think I’m doing good…a second later I’m free falling. Why does it turn my world upside down when I see you calling… A pit in the bottom of my stomach and I can’t seem to get away. You’re grating on my nerves with every word and lyric you say. Sometimes it takes…

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Let you know

I don’t know how I arrived at this point… My desire to be loved made me never want to disappoint. But no child is perfect, no parent is ever fully prepared. Pain can control every facet of your life when you’re truly scared. In the past… I would have held on to the tears and…

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Suffocated

Your hold on me is a little too much… You move forward and I back away from your touch. I don’t know why I feel so suffocated. Too many moments I shouldn’t have participated. Every time it feels like you just want to put me in a cage. And I can’t wait for you to…

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The way you did

I wish I could forget the person you once were… I long for the moment to come where I find a magical cure. Because the heartbreak is a lot to handle. I wanted you to love me, not put me on your mantle. People are more than…medals. You were no where to be seen once…

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